Tuesday, January 22, 2008

DAYS ARE NUMBERED….

The feeling that I am already into the final semester of my B-Tech, never sinked into me till today. Just as we were on our regular hooting spree on a sincere ever answering student of our class, that our beloved Prof(she has been teaching us for almost 3 years ) said with her usual grin”Ur days of such fun are numbered. Around four months from now u wud be working professionals, either in companies or in some professional course (post graduation).Imagine yourself in a corporate boardroom, and somebody answers a query,pity u cant resort to your hooting then”.

The feeling just then struck to me, oh gosh I would be missing something, this and many more that I always enjoyed doing. Imagine life without those” night outs" ,those “late night chamunda rides”, those” birthday bumps" those” long late night bakars"
those” pinches n slaps", those” crushes and heartbreaks”, ”getting kicked out of da class”,” struggle for marks”,” writing on desks”,” fight with teachers”,” tears for love"
those"b'grade movies",those”rush during placements"
just everything that we enjoyed. Phew ,I just get a heavy feeling recalling all this. I don’t know what life holds for me outside this campus, but I am very sure I would never even get near to all this what I did here. May be then ,with a life ,without these moments,I will better realize their value, something that I had always taken for granted.

Monday, January 21, 2008

ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE...

I never believed in the concept of love and romance, for me it was something that existed only in utopic books, and mushy mushy movies. I used to laugh when guys used to share with me their stories of joys and heartbreaks ,I used to say “C’mon its all just a rush of hormones in your body u will be all right”. My motto in life was simple no one can love you more than yourself and romance was just a utter waste of time, only weak fall for that trap. But…I never knew cupid had some other plans for me. Something that would change the way I looked at life. I fell for someone..Without even realizing..
Well, the feeling is something that you can never perfectly describe, its like you are under a perpetual sweet dream which you never want to get out of ..Down with cupid’s arrows I did everything I used to call stupid before. Those walks in the garden under a moonlight sky, sitting together holding each other’s hand, listening endlessly to her talk and still feeling oh wish she could stay for some more time.Even I started those imaginations which for me before was a sheer waste of productive time.Oh ,yes I would lay for hours in bed thinking about how lovely it would be if she would have been near me ,lying in my arms.And yes the crazy wait for her calls,for her to get online..i started doing what for me before was pointless and waste.

Life for me since then, has taken a U turn. She taught me things that I had never realized before. It dawned upon me in my chase for cgpa’s,projects,to perform in my extra-curricula’s I had somewhat forgotten to have fun. Life above all is not only about achievements, and blind pursuit of dollar dreams. There’s nothing more satisfying in life than caring for someone and having someone to care for.Thus more important than your materialistic pursuits ,are the ones that love ,your family,your true friends(not colleagues)..your beloved.

I can understand to most of you,this must be sounding like a figment of some love struck romeo’s imagination.But remember mates..falling in love is like a miracle ..you will only realize it when it happens to you..

Godspeed.